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47 Reasons Why I Should Have Pressed Send

#1. We were meant to be. This I knew the moment I set my eyes on you. Like the moon, simply plain, simply beautiful. Strangers at first. It was a mere crush. Love at first sight, maybe! I knew our fate was set, that you were the one for me. My eyes were fixed on you, trying to see if you felt the same way too. The butterflies were so active, my actions were not natural. My reactions, those were not real.

#2. Your beautiful face, whenever I see you, I feel my heart start a race. I become weak for you and all sense of communication is lost. Every time you come my way, my heart begins to ram. Love and happiness take over my thoughts and for a moment all of my troubles go away.

#3. As every second passes I forget a little piece of what we were, I shut my eyes hard and try to remember  the smile that made my heart feel like sun rays filtered through the blades of pine leaves and only end up with tears rolling down my dry cheeks.

#4. I like me better when I'm with you. I don't ever want you to go. I will do my best to not give reasons for you to do so.

#5. Raindrop by raindrop, I feel you in the rain. The rhythm whispers your name, quenching the desert in my soul.

#6. Tomorrow comes and goes before we know. Walking hourglasses is all we are. A grain closer to sleep, a second closer to heaven.

#7. You taught me that intimacy does not always provoke sex. That real intimacy is about having a deep soul connection that allure with them. The undeniable vibe and the constant chemistry that connects you. The way they touch your body without touching you.

#8. The first time we met I quoted the words of Shakespeare, "I do desire we may be better strangers." You gave me a chance, a chance, and now you say you don't recognize who I've become. I kept my word, you left me for it.

#9. I could sense the need in your eyes, the calling in your voice and the sadness in your soul. I watched as you disappeared in you own cocoon of sadness, eyes not moving from me. I could see what you were missing.

#10. No matter how many eyes are on me, I'm blinded to everyone but you.

#11. What if you think about me as much as I think about you! Whenever I look at you I still have the feeling of love at first sight. The way your eyes sparkle whenever you say hi with the sweetest voice, oh that beautiful voice, coming from your pure lips. Your smile alone captivates me as a prisoner, in an island isolated by my inner walls.

#12. I crave for nights with clear skies for whenever I see the stars, I think of you. Whenever I look around, I see you. Whenever I don't meet you, I feel terrible. When I'm not with you, I'm in pain.

#13. You kiss my soul, even when our missed mouths are melting between strange lips galore.

#14. When we speak it's like I'm talking to the sky and every time she blinks that freckle vanishes from sight. So every time she cries a star goes missing from the night.

#15. "You two are meant for each other." That's how your friends feel. "Are you two a thing?" Ask my friends. Yet all we do is be comfortable in each other's company as we laugh away the pain of us being so close yet so distant for you not to understand how I feel. For you!

#16. Most days embark with thoughts of you. I crave your lips, without a doubt. A craving so strong it leaves a taste of your lip gloss in my mouth.

#17. I want to be the first one you think of whenever you get good news.

#18. When we speak, I feel so pleased and happy. But still, I know that your heart completely to another. The heartache makes me want to break down in tears, but instead of shedding tears, I express it with a sigh. For I don't want you to see that I'm crying, because I'm falling for you, badly.

#19. Isolation and quietness are your two best friends. A shy girl, yet always listening. Sometimes it's a little annoying, but who can blame you. You mean no harm.

#20. Received a notification today. Your name was there, you had liked my photo. And my stomach drowned in moths. Surely they were moths and not butterflies. Stronger, buzzier, like your power to occupy and stay in my brain. With that single heart emoji beside your name, thinking that the double tap is as if you love me just the same.

#21. Your hands, soft like a babies and with the right amount of dampness. They fit perfectly in mine.

#22. I look at you as you look at him. I know I can treat you better, but you look happier.

#23. It's raining heavily. Not cats and dogs, heavier. I'm thinking of you. I'm thinking of me, and you. I'm thinking of us. Maybe someday, maybe today...

#24. I have been a little off balance since the day I met you. This is because I had never known what it is like to be perfectly aligned.

#25. Of Adam and Eve, I have a strong gut feeling I'm the reason for your existence.

#26. Perhaps what makes you beautiful is not your appearance. But, in your love, courage and audacity to believe that no matter the darkness around you, light runs wild within you and that is the way you come alive.

#27. You are delightfully chaotic, such a beautiful mess. Loving you would be a heat wrenching ordeal that would leave my heart bleeding for you. A splendid adventure.

#28. All my desires were incomplete until you came into my life that even in your presence, I still long for you.

#29. I chose to smile instead of cry, to laugh instead of sigh. I decided to give instead of take, become real in place of fake. I chose love over hate. I decided it was you and not anyone else.

#30. You're spontaneous, unexpected and surprising.

#31. You're so intellectual with such an amazing capacity for knowledge and wisdom. And you use it well.

#32. Your innocence, is a feeling of completeness we spend our lives searching for.

#33. You've been treated so badly, it's going to take a while before you learns not to be surprised when I treat you right.

#34. I want you to erase the scars in my heart and let us write a story together...you and I.

#35. The thought of you gives me this energy I cannot describe. It makes me want to wake up and seize the day. The thought of you gives me my ambition. It makes me want to do anything, and anytime I do anything, I think of you.

#36. Just the smell of you drives me insane. You smell so good, if only you were an edible... I'd have eaten you raw.

#37. You a softie trying to play hard to get, toying with my emotions, putting me through the best tests. You act as if I do not exist , persistently avoiding my advances, some of which are innocently delivered.

#38. You do not open up easily, but when you do, there's room to explore beyond imagination.

#39. I don't want my heart to be broken because of a love unspoken.

#40. Your voice resonates deeply in my soul.

#41. My mind is crowded with reflections of you. For other thoughts I do not have the time.

#42. Your eyes are enchanting. Do you know how often I drown inside your perfect brown eyes? To kill this lover you need not shoot an arrow, just hide your eyes and I'll die simply from sorrow.

#43. Sometimes my mind ceases to think and in your sweet voice my heart starts sinking. Your words echo and make me quiver with a rapid velocity of joy.

#44. I took glances at you daily.I fell in love with your beautiful smile and I was mesmerized by the sound of your voice. Tried to speak to you but my words would fail me.

#45. We stand just a kiss away from forever, a mere heartbeat shy of a lifetime. One leap and such a glorious fall into love and one another.

#46. I am clearly head over heels. My passion for you is like a forest fire, growing out of control along with my desire. I could never put it out. One glance, one feel, gives my heart a soulful chill.

#47. You.

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