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For All Have Sinned

Life, is a series of natural and spontaneous changes that I don't plan on resisting. I plan to let reality be reality. To let things flow naturally. Flow forward in whatever way they like.

Our father, who art in heaven...

Today, I step out...looking for prey. I'm the eagle of this sky, the shark of these waters. The desire so strong, is burning in my flesh. Torching me with a hidden yearning. So unique and consuming.

Give us this day our daily bread...

Today, I wanna experience an endless, surreal, life-changing moment. I want to taste it.  A cookie so tiny. I'm really sure it tastes really good. For which reason, I really want to sink my teeth into such a nice looking cookie.

Today, I am dangerous. So very dangerous. I want to show you all the things you shouldn't know. The long awaited freedom. I want to seduce your mind, ensnare your heart, capture your soul, until your body is mine completely.

Lead us not into temptation...

Today, you are temptation. Plump lips arousing the soul. A sea of whiskey couldn't intoxicate me as much as a drop of you. Your body speaks and mumbles a lingua meant for me. A touch of intimacy. At this moment, I only yearn for excitement, to feel the arousing sensation of your presence. Come, let me express the hardness of my boldness.

Today, I taste you. Today, I realize that I have been starving. In my eyes is the need to seize. In yours, the need to please. You scream for mercy, but still beg for more. I explore you with my lips as you ravage me with your tongue.

Today, I know what I want and you want to give it to me. Rest against the wall. My deadly kiss you should not miss. I look right into your eyes, place my electric wire fingers on your skin. This is what hunger looks like. Your voice isn't your own. I spark enough electricity inside you to power cities. And when you moan, when you moan...it is music.

Today, I dominate, you capitulate. I subjugate, you consummate.  And when I finish what I started, you look at me and say, "That was indeed magic." And though it is sinful to seek relief through earth pleasures, today...today, I am a sinner...

And now, may the grace...

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